Laura, 18, Dutch.
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
wait are you spying on me because you seem to know everything i do
to stay in the ‘making myself miserable’-mode, i am trying todistract myself. But when i have summer break, no friends to do something with, and the weather is shit so i can’t go outside and walk, i’m kinda stuck inside. I read books and i watch movies and bake, etc etc etc. Also looking for a job since that should distract me, but then i start thinking ‘oh but then i’m gonna earn money and i have nothing to spend that money on’ and i’m back to feeling miserable. It’s just how i feel atm, and i think everyone’s allowed to feel like that from time to time. I know things will get better. I went through this before. Less hard though. Anyway.
Because i know these posts are extremely annoying to everyone i’m currently making a personal-ish blog where i can rant and whine all i want. So i won’t bother anyone. But seeing as i didn’t have another blog first, this one was kinda like my only place to go and get my thoughts out of my head, while knowing that some people would care.
I know people on here love me. (and i feel weird typing that because most of you don’t know me and y’know people on here say ‘i love you’ really fast.) I’ve gotten some really really nice messages in the past few days and i appreciate them so so so much, you have no idea. Without them, i would’ve felt worse. I wouldn’t have gotten those messages that i really needed to read at those moments if I hadn’t posted anything on my blog~
So ehm. Here you go.